Yes I’ve been there

Yes I met her frequently
Yes I walked with her that day
Yes I call her almost everyday
….
Yes I let her grow the feeling she had
Yes I let something happen between us

Forgive me
And I’ll cut it out from this second on
I swear.

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for this week's sundayscribblings prompt: confession

what's so scary?

that would be
a thought of you leaving me.

***************

for this week's sundayscribblings' prompt: scary

celebrate my love....

celebrate my pain
celebrate my sorrow

celebrate how you deserted me
celebrate how you're gone
celebrate how you disappeared

celebrate how I've been left

rise your glass
and
toast.

*******

for this week's sundayscribblings prompt: celebrate

I came from nowhere....

flew with the wind as it took me by
fell down in the middle of reed field
no cover no shield

until rain fell
helped me grow day by day
my root my leaves my bud
so it bloomed
and for a while I looked beautiful

but everything has it time
like the time to finally be left
for I have been drooped
for I have lost the beauty

when it is no longer in bloom
dandelion is now in gloom....

you took my hand and brought me here

I held your hand and followed you here


you let go my hand and left me here
...
and I'm lost

aku ingin melihat ke dalam matamu

biar bisa kubaca kedalaman kejujuranmu
tapi sialan
aku tidak tahan menatapmu dalam
mata aneh itu tidak membiarkan
aku menemukan yang kumau
lalu berakhir ketika aku melarikan diri dari misiku
dengan melumat bibirmu

jangan pergi dulu

rinduku belum terbayar
tanyaku belum terjawab
pintaku belum terpenuhi
tangisku belum terhenti

jangan pergi dulu….
meski kecamuk memenuhi
aku tak tahu harus berkata apa
jadi aku akan biarkan kita berdua membisu
selama kau biarkan aku meringkuk di pelukmu

jangan pergi dulu….
karena aku takut
kau
tak
akan
kembali.