I desperately need

a new life.





for this weeks sundayscribbling's prompt: new

what's so scary?

that would be
a thought of you leaving me.

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for this week's sundayscribblings' prompt: scary

celebrate my love....

celebrate my pain
celebrate my sorrow

celebrate how you deserted me
celebrate how you're gone
celebrate how you disappeared

celebrate how I've been left

rise your glass
and
toast.

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for this week's sundayscribblings prompt: celebrate

you took my hand and brought me here

I held your hand and followed you here


you let go my hand and left me here
...
and I'm lost

I've been walking thousands miles away....

from you I want to be away
through wind and rain
through heartache and pain

my feet are bleeding
and so is my heart

but how can I kill the pain
if your shadow keeps remain?


*for this weeks sundayscribblings prompt, shadow*

I thought you were soft

I thought you would be smooth
I thought you would do it gently
I thought you would explore me tenderly

but then....
I knew instantly
you are wild.

give me

my coffee

an espresso
so

I can drown myself
in its bitterness

and I'll confuse myself
is it the coffee or my life?

*silent*

...
awaiting
...
no sounds
...
only heart beats
...
and breathing so deep
...
...
hopes are gone
hart's broken
life's empty
tears drying

***

WAKE UP!!
for you are still alive
and a human can not live without hopes

hope for the last hope
hope
for
a
miracle.

see you ....

see you too...,
but how?
when?
where?

someway
someday
somewhere...

who are you?

one I never knew

I noticed you looking at me but I didn't care
all I saw was a man in long messy hair

you came toward and sat by me
still I didn't realize we were meant to be

slowly
you opened my eyes to thing I never thought would happen
doubtfully
I tried to accept but still always be frighten

but how can I not thank the Lord
who let me be there the day we first talked

and I'm glad, to have a simple way to get
knowing you
ten worthy minutes, the day we first met
and continued

that's how I met you

tonight the sky is so clear

and I can see the stars glow
hi, stars...

I know even when the nights are cloudy
there you always look on me
not being seen
doesn't mean
not being exist

I know even when you hide and I can't see
you always are there and be my company
so I'll just wait
never too late
for you to blink

like now.

I walk beside you

try to be in you rhythm
try to feel comfortable
through all the differences

but there are times i feel so tired
is it me who can not catch up
is it you who's walking too fast

we step in different lead
we tap in different beat

do i have to take
a curve?

tell me how I can quit you

'coz I can't find a way to